I feel like I'm drowning I hate feeling depressed especially when it seems it will never end.  This is such a hard issue that I have had to deal with for so many years.  I really hate talking about these things with anyone because I just want everyone to think I'm normal.  The problem is I don't feel normal and this is something that I have wished for. Even now I'm finding out hard to write about this. 

I'm just going to list my problems below

Depression
Anxiety
OCD
Restless Leg
Fibromyalgia
IBS

These issues cause anger, pain, more pain, sleep probs, fear, sadness, strange compulsions, just to name a few. I've had to choose which meds are worth taking as side effects can be worse than the prob you are taking them for. Sometimes I get to the point that I wonder why I even try.

I suppose if I stick it out then I can be sure I won't have to redo this life over in reincarnation.